Tha Party, and paint, and sleep deprived me

I am so tired. I can't even begin to explain the lack of energy I have! I go downstairs to make breakfast, clean up the kitchen while I am at it, look at my food and am too tired to eat it...need to lay down. I cleaned the bathroom. After I had cleaned everything EXCEPT for the other half of the tub, I thought I was going to die. Took a nap. Finished the second side later. Its just insanity, unproductive, and totally frustrating. Thank fully the Doc is checking my iron and my thyroid. I hope they are on the fritz because I can't deal with this much longer! My house is so out of my control- the kids are helping, but its not how I want it. ugh. Today it looks pretty, but I had some help this weekend- and a four hour nap.That's not really what I wanted to talk about. sheesh! We had a fun fun birthday party/Father's day BBQ last night! Kira needed a birthday party! Sadly only one friend came, but Kira was happy anyway, and a few cousins! She was able to do her thing, and enjoy herself! Kira helped me make The most delicious cupcakes! Mare had brought me some on a particularly hard day this spring, and they were so wonderful I had to make them again! (I did not take these pictures! I totally stole this from Mare's blog, but my battery was dead! The recipe is also at that link!) I think they were a hit!
Dave's Dad ended up not being able to come, so it was just a Father's day BBQ for Dave, My Daddy, and Alex. Mmmm Bratwurst. I love Them all anyway. Happy Father's Day! I am just so fortunate to have such great Dads. For me, my chilren, and my grandchildren. My neices and nephews have some pretty good Dads too.

David has been painting! (You know I hate my brown walls right?) The stairwell, and halways are getting thier turn! Ceilings too- We may have it done by the close of 2009. Kira has her tip half done now too! YAY!

Yah this is all kinda rambly- but I am so tired, and worn out, I can barely think, and I think my stomach may just turn on me at anysecond. Dealing with disappointment is part of life right?